I don't usually start thinking too much about what's going on or worrying about it till the last minute. It's not like im not actively trying to find solutions. Im just not stressing about them.
But now I am. I can't deal with it and my brain has caved in with too much stuff to think about. So as early as it is, this kind of stress tires me out. Im going to bed so I don't have to think about it till tomorrow. It's better this way, I don't get too depressed and tomorrow's another day. I can only pray that everything works out for me in the end!!